I've been on a music high and low this past week. I feel like my life is defined by the music I listen to. I've come to find that no matter what song I listen to, if I dig deep enough, I can find a line or two that I can relate to my life and whats going on.
Then there are times when I think that perhaps I am overanalyzing the situations I am in and looking for an explanation as to why I'm stuck here in the first place and I find myself lapsing in and out of my own head.
I think thats what makes me me. I am a little confused and a little unhappy; I am slightly annoyed and slighly indifferent; slightly rambling but slightly making sense; I am a little bit of light and a little bit of dark.
A little bit of a lot of things that perhaps, I myself dont truly understand. I'll probably get it all someday, or maybe never..but thats not really something I'm worried about at the moment.
The strange thing is, I kind of like this state I am in. Not enough to give up entirely..but still more than enough to keep walking.
*~I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God, I want to let it go~*
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I love this post.
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