Yesterday

You dont know what you've put me through
But its okay, I've forgiven you
But in some way, I hope it fucks with you

That I'm okay and I've made it through
But who's to say what you're going through
I say no names though I've wanted to
Isn't it strange how it seems like

Yesterday, a girl and already afraid
Locked deep inside, my place to hide
To hide from how you made me feel
And I wonder how's your father
Did he end up fucked up like me?
Lost in himself, crying for help
It's safe to say

I learned to live without a pride
Just a shell, with me stuck inside
A prison, not a place to hide
Not a place to hide

But I'm okay and I've made it through
But who's to say what you're going through
I say no names though I've wanted to
Isn't it strange how it seems like

Yesterday, a girl and already afraid
Locked deep inside, my place to hide
To hide from how you made me feel
And I wonder how's your father
Did he finally pull through like me?
Finding himself, not needing help
I'd like to say....

I'm doing perfectly fine without you and though you wish I would, I'll never come back. Never thought that it would come this far, but here we are.

And I'm so relieved. Only because I will never have to pretend to want to be around you. Only because I will never have to be anything else but who I already am. Only because it will never hurt when I hear all the bad things you've said about the people I love to others. Only because I will never have to answer your judgmental questions and your scathing lies.

And by jove, it feels so good.

=)