I am finally on my last module before graduation! Not once did I actually picture this moment when I first signed the contract. Now there's this whole new adventure (I say adventure for lack of a better word) that I'm going to get to experience.
Its more terrifying than exciting at times. There's always a little bit of self-doubt lurking somewhere in the deepest, darkest corners of your mind. For me, its always a fear of never being good enough. Do not ask me where this fear comes from because I still have no clue myself. Its annoying really. Ah well, fear or not, I still have to go out into the working world. I still have to find a job..because if I dont, the people that are depending on me to put food on the table and a roof over their heads will starve and be left to rot in the streets.
Then there is also the currently-untouched list of "Things to do before I kick the bucket". Ibiza is located somewhere along the list...at number 143 methinks....but that is a story for another time.
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A Perfect Circle's Orestes has been playing non-stop since Miss Mafia sent it over. The wonders of file sharing. WHEE.
Out of the entire Mer De Noms album, Orestes is the only one I can really relate to. Maynard's talk of severing and clearing away umbilical residue is one that permanently resides in my head. Wouldn't that be the best thing ever? Ah well, severing and clearing away anything at this point of time just has wait. I dont have time for it.
Class starts at 9 am...its past midnight and here I am...pondering the inner workings of Serj Tankian's mind and attempting to put my scattered thoughts into a half-decent post.
Philosophy is the subject matter for my final module.
Hazel Joanne and the writings of Voltaire.
Does it sound like its going to work?
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